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Hi I'm not proud of this confession, but hey that's what this site is for.

I'm a 16 year old girl (she/her) and I have finally fully accepted myself and understand my true feelings. Roughly in February 2020 I realized things were off and thought I might not be straight. A month later I was still going through a process of self-discovery and thought I might be bisexual. I came out to my mom in late march and she said bisexuality didn't exist. This hurt my feelings and I was really surprised since I just assumed my mom would be accepting. I love my mom and she is a good person, I thought she would get it. Anyway I continued the process of trying to find myself and realized that I might not be bi. Because bisexuality means that you would pursue a romantic and sexual attraction to more than one gender, but I didn't realize this was the actual definition. I thought it was just attraction, so I now identify as a biromantic lesbian because I can find multiple genders attractive, but only pursue a relationship intimately with a girl. Anyway I finally found where I belonged in that beautiful rainbow. It was now probably May and I noticed something. I have a close friend, (Let's call her Gold), and she is very religious and on the opposing political side of me (cough cough trump cough cough). When I casually brought up the lgbtq+ community she said that "It's not that I'm against them, It's just I find it weird" and "Aren't we here to reproduce? A man and woman just makes sense." Still, even with these factors that should make me cringe, I can't help, but be head over heels for her. She is stunning, radiant, kind, funny and I'm so happy when I'm around her. I ended up coming out to my friends (including Gold) and she told me that she loved me regardless. I know it would never work between us, and that she literally told me she was straight, but I want to be with her. I want to hold her hand and watch movies together at her house cuddling. I want to kiss her and go on little dates. I want that fairy tale ending and cupid to let me take flight on his wings. I want her so badly, but it can't be. She told me she's moving away in a couple of months and I am devastated. Even if things couldn't work out between us, she's still one of my best friends.
Gold you are drizzled sunshine on sailboats, the melody that I hum to myself when I walk. You are effervescent, the bubbles racing to the top of ethereal Champagne glasses. I want to take a sip, I want to kiss your golden lips. But the sun has to set, and you are thousands of lightyears away.
And I just have to accept that.
Silver Crushes January 05, 2021 at 9:25 am 0
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that last paragraph is very beautiful, i hope you find happiness. you deserve more than you know
anonymous 3 years ago
heyy, i recently came to the conclusion that i am bi too! i am 14, i relate a lot to your situation, however my family is deeply religious and homophobic and i live in a country where being gay is illegal :( i have a crush on a girl in my grade, she jokes about being bi, but i dont think i have a chance anyway

may i add that you are so good at expressing your emotions wow. i felt like i was reading poetry, i dont have advice for you, not yet, but best of luck silver!
cat 3 years ago
I had a bisexual experience with a classmate my age when I was 12. I'm straight now, but I don't feel bad about what we did. His sister is now my girlfriend. We're open with each other and she's told me things she did with her family. Like her bro masturbated in front of her before, and one time her dad and her did things in her room. The boy and I never talked about what we did though, and I don't worry about it coming out either. I suppose it wouldn't be a big deal but I've always kept it a secret, though I told her about other things I've done. Society is different now. people are progressing in all sorts of ways. I might yet tell her about me and her brother, but only if he'd be alright with it because it would only be right if so. We were young and horny. Life is weird. It's all sorts of chaos. We all grow differently. None of us are bad people. I think everything works itself out.

Good confession. Stay strong. I hope you keep in happiness.
Mister Doctor 3 years ago
I licked my friend's pu55y to orgasm at camp once. I'm not gay but we were just having fun. It's no big deal. Religion is for fools. People are meant to draw outside the lines instructed for them.I like boys and I love d1ck. I'm not a lesbian but I love to give give pleasure too because it's fun. Life is too short to discriminate. F4cking, eating pu55y, and sucking d1ck is awesome. Do as you will.
Abbi 3 years ago
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