major crush

i have had a crush on this person for a few weeks now. i originally thought they were a guy but they turned out to be a girl (at that point i was straight questioning if i was bi). anyway she is so **** cute. she has a more emo/alternative style and i love it. she has black hair with rainbow in like a thick stripe down the middle and its short enough to be a boys but not like really short. we had homecoming recently (how i confirmed her gender) and she wore a dark green button up top that was kind of cropped and black dress pants and looked absolutely **** gorgeous. she had eyeliner and she had (fake?) long nails in a simple nude color which she still has today. the only class i share with her is art tho and the teacher doesnt call role but has us in assigned seats based on the roster so i dont know her name and im too scared to ask her and it drives me insane. i only get to see her during art, lunch, and as im leaving. i just want to see her every single second of every single day shes so goddamn gorgeous. she is a grade above me. i cant get her face out of my mind omg. i wanna draw her face so badly (that sounds far creepier than i thought it would) but i cant draw faces. its like everything is against me. i wish i didnt have such bad social anxiety so i could **** talk to her, at least compliment her but my mom cursed me with it so ig thats that. she has a bunch of piercings like snake bite piercings (my personal favorite) and several nose piercings, and they are all black and look **** gorgeous on her. ugh i just wanna be her girlfriend already but she probably doesnt notice me bc im basically nonexistent at school bc i never talk to anyone other than my few friends

---

anonymous Crushes September 20, 2023 at 4:20 pm 1 0