crush g5 stalkingggg

in grade 5 i had a major cruhs. just looking at him made me happy. every recess and lunch i’d skip if i could or eat as fast as posisble, then stalk him for the rest of the time. did this 3 months straight. i dind’t know at the time, but i was actually subconciously making myself fall more in love with him. i think it was obssession. i asked myself questions like would you drink his spit and shit like that to prove i liked him. ofc all the answeres to the questions was yes. it got to the point where i fantasized xx bdsm house party kidnapping scenes, as i discovered porn in g4. we bacame friends and it was the best time ever. he got a gf (still in g5 btw) and i still liked him, us 3 were besties. i went to school early to see him. i followed him home. he found out about me liking him later on as i told him, but he thought it was fine and iddn’t think it creepy at all. he even knew about me stalking him, said it’s ok, made him feel less lonely. btw, this is all when i didn’t know what yandere was yet, so i wasnt tryna be yandere edgy.

i stalked his socials for another 3 years, and saw him again once in middle shcool. when i got to high svhoo, i didn’t see him much, but the obssession has died down a bit. now i don’t like him anymore, he looks awful. doenst comb his hair, looks like an incel. he has a gf though. i think i could still like him again if he broke up with her and asked me out though.

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janeyyeyy Crushes March 23, 2023 at 8:24 pm 0 0