I am a performer in a theater company and also currently taking a masters degree in computer application at the age of 20. So young, right? Well, in our country, it's up to Grade 10. 6 years in elementary level and 4 years in high school level but I'm one of the last batch of the old curriculum. The next batch was caught up in a program of what we called K-12 where 6 years in elementary level and 6 years in high school level. Well, back to the story, there was this guy, his name is Joshua. His a co-performer of mine but his 2nd year college. Actually, we're on the same age, but he is few months younger. He is the guy that is so funny and "punky" and kinda in the society. Well, me?? Opposite. I kinda have a traditional family and much of a reputation to take care of so my actions must be reasonable. I had a boyfriend but it's a long distance relationship. One day, we had this fight we're my boyfriend questioned my loyalty so I got mad at him. I went on my rehearsal. Do my warm ups as hard and tiring as I could just to take off my anger and sadness until Joshua notice. He asked if I am okay. I just answered yes. Then walk away with confused face. While during the rehearsals, I wasn't focus. The stage manager always yelling at me "What's wrong with you?!". I always saying "I'm sorry." After the rehearsal, Joshua approached and asked calmly "Are you really okay?" then I looked at him and tears just dropped. He told "Tell me everything". That night, I told him the whole story. When I finished my story, he told me "Let's do it. Let's do his accusations about you." I was shocked and said "Are crazy?!!!. You want his accusations to be true??!.". He stand and told me "Let him go. If don't trust you now, how much more if you get married?. Let's pretend that we're in relationship and if he let you go, then you're free.". For a moment, I agreed to something that can ruined my reputation. We went to that kind of status until the night we got drunk. He confessed "I really likes you but your way far of my reach. Your had lots of achievements at young age while me, nothing". He slowly touched my face and kissed me. After that night, our relationship are becoming more obvious in the company. We never told the company about our relationship because if they do, one of us must be terminated out of the company so he just stop. My boyfriend is still my boyfriend and Joshua stopped and I am already fall in love to Joshua. I don't know about Joshua but I cant asked him in his side because at the very first, all was just pretend.
AlexaRelationships November 02, 2019 at 9:47 am02